A friend was filling out a survey of random questions and one of the items was "best feeling in the world." She responded: being in love. I pondered this for a bit, for it was quite interesting, and I must say, that the best feeling for me must be being drunk. For in being drunk, I can experience a variety and diversity of emotions, often times all in one incidence. Most times, I am just merry and happy and ridiculously joyous--not to mention the times where I get rambunctious and have my reign with random guys at clubs. ;) However, there have also been rare times where I have been psychotically sentimental, morbidly depressed, viciously angry, turbidly manic... a plehtora of other interesting human emotions... and depsite the failings of some of these necessary emotions, they are all at once important and life affirming. For pain and intensity in life only lead us to realize that life is real. And luckily for me, for the most part, I am a happy drunk, so the (exuberantly often times) when I am drunk, the feeling is blissful and transcendeant and vindictive. Belligerant drunk and alcholic you say? I say resilient life liver. These arguements are not strong enough in my current state of mind, however, they are releasing and beautiful, and in this short life that we all lead, it's enough for me. I don't ask for much. All I ask for is memories, good times and fun. It is safe to say that I am not without those joys and I shall never be questioning the extitensial meaning of life, for I know what the meaning of life is. What is it???? You shall have to ask me in person, for these grandiose intimations and indications of what life is, is only meant of the very few who are important and essential to my life, and you know who you are. As such, if you of those people, you already know the answer. ;)
Good night my dears. Peace and joy always be with you. The only important sage words that I can offer for you tonight are these, if you can accept them: Life Happens. 'Nuff said?